a new mindset everyday, every moment.....

Strange it is how the mind works. It is a badly designed system.... where not are the deletes and undos under control.. apni marzi ka maalik hai vo... i want it to concentrate!!! and guide me, because it's one of my own things.... instead of helping me, it's d one putting me into troubles always... peace mind peace....do u not like your master? do i not give you enough happiness?? rest?? tell me what you need! at any cost i will make it available to you...but please dont punish me like this! a moment of joy you give and then some sudden attack which takes me down, makes me sink.... i drown i drownnnnnn..... so deep.... nobody around to help, no one i know who's mine... making me feel pathetic of the way i have lived this 1st quarter of life... but somewhere i know ,still, i haven't been away from doing good deeds..i'll keep them going.... n i hope, life reciprocates sometime, maybe now, or later...i come back to the mind and ask it... why are you still making me move away?? let me stay!!! right here... i want to be still!!

let's make a life........... quick enough...

life completes one stage, enters another
i witnessed it complete one, but taking too long to door through the next
transition stage it is known i'm told...
scanning each and every possible good soul..
my eyes need rest, brain is tired giving all tests...
it's all about the one who'll be called 'my man'....... o .. where r u ??? i cry!!!
he's too far maybe taking time to reach me or possibly too near playing hide and seek
somewhere i feel he is already here, disturbing me, troubling me, giving me a few pains to make him mine!!
have experienced this search for you too much now, i want you to come and tell me that u r d right one soon..
soon enough .... i mean these words.... cant wait any long to live it as we would
this life of you n me has to be fun!! it has to be crazy wid the wildest of acts done..
this is just once and i want to live it... live it wid you...
i want to do everything i've never done, repeat the events i have enjoyed.... n most importantly live it your way my love...so let's not wait anymore and not waste a moment in life, get together right now n make it happen anyhow!!!
waiting to be yours.... <3